Confession

Yeah, that's rite.. I wanna confess bout something..

I used 2 like dis guy.. we know each other when i just move here.. His kind, cute, funny and the most thing i like bout him, he always make me laugh..

His sooo special u know.. I didn't tell him coz i'm afraid he doesn't like me.. i kept my secret for years !! He still dun know that i like him.. hahahahaha

Maybe he not meant for me.. That's why i still kept the secret.. I never told anyone.. First tyme ak bgtau kt blog nie aw!

 

Holiday

Mama n ayah took us 2 pulau pangkor for 3 days.. Best cgt2.. We all had lots of fun..

 i want 2 snorkeling but mama dun want.. so, xde tman la.. xpe2.. nnt Adi blik kte g kn mama?? hehehehe

Kt hotel lumut uh, ade sorunk abg nie hnsem cgt2 but i dun do anthing k.. kuz kena kn die.. hahahahahahaha sowie! muke die sdap mte memandang jew la.. 2 jew la.. 

(mls nk cite pnjang2 coz not in da mood)

so, tgk jew la gmbar2 kt bwh nie k.. pulau pnagkor mmenag lawa.. air jernih kowt!  xpercye g r sendri.. hahahahahahaha

 smpai ke senja owg mndi lg aw..

 

 kg2 nelayan d pulau pangkor

 

 i told u, lawa kn3??

 

mse nk g.. mabuk laut doe!!

 

kwn yg kiteowg jumpe

according to you

I'm so much in looooveeee wit dis song..

Dun ask me why..

According to you
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.
According to you
I'm difficult,
hard to please,
forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress,
can't show up on time,
even if it would save my life.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful,
incredible,
he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you.

According to you
I'm boring,
I'm moody,
you can't take me any place.
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I'm the girl with the worst attention span;
you're the boy who puts up with that.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful,
incredible,
he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you.

I need to feel appreciated,
like I'm not hated. oh-- no--.
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me decide.

According to me
you're stupid,
you're useless,
you can't do anything right.
But according to him
I'm beautiful,
incredible,
he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
According to you.
According to you.

According to you
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.

Dream come true

xsangka dpt jumpe ELI NADIA smlm.. die dtg ngan family die kt sni.. die duk umah Piqa.. hr nie die blik.. mse Wa n Piqa call, ak kt skola.. amk bku la.. actually mse uh mmg mls gler nk g umah Piqa.. bcoz i have 2 accompany my mom shoppng 4 awhile.. i told them i couldn't make it.. then piqa said eli dtg n nk g alamanda.. so, i told her see at alam la..

mama shopping bnyk gler !! pnuh tgn ak kowt.. ak xmnyk pape pown.. mls r.. hehehehehe len kali leh mntk kn mama?? ok..ok.. back 2 eli.. i'm soo pissed off.. all the bus i tahan, ank g alam.. after 30 mnt bru ade.. mmg gram gler!!

then went 2 bulatan in alamanda n went 2 see wa, piqa, her sister n min.. actually my dear, ak xmra la.. agk kpenatan la.. n cbb ak xnmpk eli tyme uh, ak ingt korunk nk men2 kn ak.. hehehheheehe soooooorrrrrryyyyy!!!

went 2 noddle station n sheikh joined us.. rndu nk tgk mke eli.. hehehehehe

then brpecah.. piqa, her sister n min g parkson.. mau bli hadiah for their father..

ak, eli, wa n sheikh jln2.. then went 2 kfc n finally wa can pore 2 her dad there is KFC in ALAMANDA. hahahahahahaha

Then eli want 2 watch movie but others have 2 go home.. soo, ak tmn eli tgk wyang, piqa, qa n sheikh blik.. kteorg tgk cite Love Happen.. besh gk la.. there were 5 couples watching dat movie n we the ONLY one not couple watching dat movie..

hahahahahaha.. then went 2 McD bcoz eli hungry n go back home la.. gler nk blik tgh2 mlm kn li?? hehehehe i'm soooo grateful 2 see u.. next year i'll go 2 see u k.. a whole week wit u! gonna mish u!

Eli l Fea l Najwa

Kesengalan

Kenape pemandu bas xpnah nk ikut tyme ha??!! ak bengang gler!! td da siap2 nk g alam ngan aslam.. then kluar r rumah around 2.25.. lpak2 kt bus stop.. slalu die dtg 30mnt.. then 30mnt rite??

td ak ngan aslam tggu smpai dkt nk 1 jam!! da la pnas! bengong!! last2 ak kte kt aslam ak nk blek r.. xnk g da.. mse on da way nk balek umah uh, bru bas dtg!! ak jerit kt stu gk!!

mne etika korunk haa??!! bek xpyh kje la uat.. korunk uh xkn xphm2 tepati mase..

klo pekerja muda korunk bebel mcm cipan jew.. korunk sedar diri sblm nk tego owg k!!

ak bengang gler vavik nk mampos!!!!

Tag =p

Najwa nk cgt ak uat tag nie.. does it important?? ape fungsi die?? ak uat la gk cbb ak cyg die 

1.Apabila bangun dari tidur, anda

* trik slimut n tdo blek

2.Perkara pertama yang dicari 

* hp of course 

* on9

3.Perkara yang tidak pernah anda bosan

* mkan..mkan..mkan..mkan n mkan

* tgk tv

* mkan lg.. hahahahaha =p

4. 4 hari yang lepas anda

* guitar class

* lpak @ golf club

* pnjt bumbung kt rumah lame.. crazy?? so wat!

5.Perkara yang tidak disukai

* dkhianati

* crowded place

* some call me skinny bcoz they think i on diet..

  (ak xpnah diet!! i lurve food as much i lurve myself!!)

6.Perkara yang sedang difikirkan 

* Sijil Paling Menyeronokkn

* party till dawn

* my chipsmore

7.Teringin 

* hang out  wit dayana ku cyg!

8. 2 perkara yang orang tidak tahu

* i lurve 2 eat all da tyme

* i have forgive someone !!

(1 kemajuan) hahaha

9.Sedih apabila

* some talk bad bout me

* have 2 wait next year 2 meet my beloved adi

10.Ingin belajar

* snowboarding

 

11.Barang kesayangan

* my PB !!

* hadiah2 yg dtrime

12.Destinasi pilihan

* Australia please !!!

* Duthie park

13.Kalau boleh

* i want 2 be wit my daddy forever!!

* get a gud result 4 next year

14.Warna pakaian yang sedang dipakai

* purple

15.6 rakan yang anda mahu tag

( asl bnyak cgt nie??!)

* dayana

* diana

* wany

* saz

* piqa

* mai

* wanie

* intan

* tasha

* shireen

* n spe2 jew yg trgedik nk tag

( juz kidding k) 

 

U deserve it

i think its da rite tyme 2 forgive.. dengan ikhlas spenuh hati.. =) something happen n it make me want 2 forgive u.. lgpn klo smpan lame2 uat ape kn?? so, ak x simpan dlm hati lg.. sume uh jd msti ade reason rite?? so, anggap jew la ak da tau ape reason die.. 

so, xyh musuh2 n msm2 mke lg.. uat skit hati jew.. ak da lpe kn sume 2 n ak xnk pkr da.. n jgn bangkit kn lg.. ak rse ko pn tau ape hikmah sume nie kn?? dats all.

Get it rite

First of all, i not a forgiving person.. i ll takes tyme k.. mayb u think wtf rite?? but i m juz being careful, so dat no one can hurt me easily.. i do forgive people but it takes tyme la.. this thing wont happen if u not rush doing decision..

Yes!! dat things hurt me alot.. and no one there when dats happened 2 me.. someone dat nothing to do wit me be there n support.. where the hell u guys?! its take me along tyme 2 forget wat had happened.. 

u dun need my forgiveness bcoz u happy doing it.. look how suffer i am through all dis.. besides, if i forgive u, nothing gonna change.. u still urself n i knw u wont change urself for someone else..

i will forgive u but not now.. when i think its da rite tyme, i will forgive u dgn IKHLAS..

ak xpnh smpan dendam but let me b ready.. bg ko, mayb hal kecik jew.. but its hurt me alot.. u hepi wit ur life now, so i am..

we dun bother each other life rite?? so, juz let it be dat way.. 

p/s; think carefully before make decision dat might hurt others.. seriously, i m hepi i used 2 be a part of ur life..

Kebebasan di rampas

Lately nie mls nk update la.. dun knw why..yeah! cuti skola bkn cm cuti pn.. blh dkte kn tiap2 hari ade klas tmbhan.. hello!! we need break juga la!! kteorg bkn machine la! da la nie cuti skola trakhir bcoz next year mne ade cuti da.. abs skola ade la.. i knw SPM ia important but we want 2 enjoy our holiday 2.. kalo x, ape gune la kementerian pelajaran bg cuti skola.. bengong tol la!

Pg td g men golf but as usual, ak xmen.. xmnat kowt! juz my mom n daddy.. sooo klakar.. daddy alwez target 2 da jungle.. i dun knw why.. i knw his born in rat's year but xyh la trget hutan uh.. hahahahahhahahahaha sowie daddy ! then pick up uya at p9.. die g tarian cuti2 1 malaysia uh kt dataran merdeka.. wateva la.. she loves dancing.. so, let her do want she want..

Then went 2 alamanda bcoz uya wants 2 play bowling.. but the bowling is full untill 5pm.. soo, we walked around la.. went 2 parkson n buy daddy's shirt n so on.. first bowling match i WIN !! hahahahahahaha second i only got 2nd place.. not bad la bcoz lwn ngan daddy n mama uh! da la terer..

td ade klas fizik.. ak xphm cgt ape ckgu ckp.. ckit2 jew msuk kpala otak ak nie.. 2 la uat tyme cuti spe suro.. pdan mke ! last2 ak ckp2 ngan wa n piqa.. hehehehehehe saz xdtg hr nie.. xtau la nape.. wany xdtg bcoz g kl.. (i want 2 go kl 2!!) hehehehe wany uat singing video !! her voice is lovely la!! die xyakin sore die sdp.. hehehehehhehe.. gud job dear ! 

Haa!! daddy bought me a new guitar !! hehehehehehe soo hepi leh.. let's go jamming!!

2 jew la.. wa xske ak tlis pnjang2 kn? hehehehehheheh (jgn mara wa !)