Thursday, October 4, 2012

Tahap

Assalamualaikum semua ! Tergerak hati nak update blog selepas menyepi sangat2 lama. Terima kasih Saznira Fadila kerana membuat Adin tergerak hati nak update blog. Heeee

Berbalik pada tajuk di atas tuu. Nampak kann? Heee Adin berjaya melanjutkan pengajian ke peringkat Degree in Computer Engineering in UMS. Semua mesti tau kann. Kalau tak tau, pegi Google cepat. Suda sebulan bah Adin disini (keluar Sabah die) hahaha. Alhamdulillah, setakat nie segala nyer dipermudahkan oleh Allah. Teramat bersyukur pada-Nya kerana dapat peluang untuk belajar lagi. 

Adin tak pilih pun course nie. Tapi dapat yang nie. Terima jew. Mungkin rezeki Adin disini. Kite merancang tapi perancangan Allah tu lebih baik. Percaya pada-Nya. Classmates semua happening and sporting. Sangat2 riuh kelas. haha And what i notice the most is my classmates is super BRILLIANT, i tell u. Hew hew Adin melangkah ke satu tahap lagi untuk menjadi insan yang berguna pada keluarga, masyarakat dan negara. Ceh ceh.. Hahaha Insya-Allah. 

Semua orang tanye, minta dekat sane ke (ums)? Yes, i chose to be here. Why? There are some reasons. One of them is i want to be independent which mean don't rely on my family much. I don't want to go back every weekend and get spoiled. I want to learn the hardship in university's life. I know I'm gonna gain something. All the experience i will have while studying here gonna teach me to be a better person in future. Insya-Allah.

Secondly because i want to be apart from the people i care. In this case, my friends. Lately, there's an issues between myself and them. Maybe they don't notice it. I just want some time alone. Meet new people and get back the reasons why i can't forget such an awesome friends. People always change. Yes, i get it because i did changed. 

But, what i can't accept or need time to is their changing making me hurt. Somewhere deep in my heart. I just can feel it but i can't tell it. I know they didn't notice it because that's just the way they are. So, i need some time for me to think and understand their changes. We all have been friends for ages. It such a waste to stop being a friend just because of that reason. 

Other than that, the other reason is because of someone. Someone who i used to trust, care, love and be friend with.(best friend actually)He hurt me badly. I couldn't imagine someone like him would do that but he did. Yes, he did. My best friend for 5 years stabbed me in behind, left me alone crying and let me down. At first, i was very mad at him. Then, my mom said "People like that are not worthy our time/attention. U gonna find a better friend than him."

Alhamdulillah, after that, i don't feel mad anymore. I forgave him and i deleted him from my life. That's the best thing. I couldn't believe he can be so hypocrite. Karma has its turn. Now, its mine. Who knows u might be up next. I believe in Allah. Okay, end of that. Sad story is bad. Hahaha

I think that's all. I will update u later. Insya-Allah.
Please pray for my success in this studies. 
Hope everyone have a nice day today or tomorrow.

Sincerely,
AdiN

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